I got up at an anusually early time today. Its rainy outside, and a little chilly as I sit in front of the window with a T-shirt on. I should get dressed, but Im enjoying relaxing and sipping coffee. This feels like one of those mornings where your going to receive some bad news. I hope not.

David and I are possibly considering postponing out wedding. Not forever, and not do to relationship problems, but because we would like to be more financially stable. I would like to finish school, and I would like him to finish school. Have set jobs, and get all our bills paid up. We are both stuck in little wholes right now, that we are slowly digging out of.

I took a position at St Josephs Hospital here in Marshfield in the food service department. After this semester I hope to transfer into medical records or medical transcription. Then I will finish school for my MA, and be on my way to a career instread of just a few jobs here and there. I am also working at Columbus High School in food service. But this is my last year working there. My school load is rather heavy next year so I need to devote all the time I can to finishing my education.

Also, you once told me you were a bad friend, and I said not really, it was going as I expected. now I realize, maybe we are both bad friends.

Love,

Summer

I have not updated my journal more then seven times.
I got engages.
I bought a house.
I moved to Marshfield.
I bought a washer and a dryer.
I got fired.
...only to move three days later
I made new friends.
I got paid overtime.
I looked for wedding dresses.
I only got drunk 3 times.
I worked three jobs at once.
Ive lived with two girls.
Ive fought with girls.
Ive fought with boys.
Ive made bad choices.
Ive made good choices.
IVE MISSED GOOD FRIENDS.
Ive spanked a girl.
I became an aunt.
I missed my aunt.
Ive had pregnancy scares.
Ive been happy.
Ive been sad.
Ive been in love.
Ive seen friends through bad relationships.
Ive been called a slob.
Ive been independent.
Ive gossiped.
Ive cried.
Ive traveled with friends.
Ive tried something new.
Ive been me.

and it was a good one indeed

I am back. Its been forever and a day I think since I last updated. I dont know, I havent been up to much lately. David and I are planning on getting married in May of 07. Maybe. Im not sure. But seeing as Ive become a person who doesnt know what to talk about, maybe people should ask me. And, people should also tell me what they are up to and what they have been doing with themselves and where they live now, and who they live with and so on and so forth. Miss everyone lots XOXO

I want nothing more to be at his house in his arms right now.

Davids grandfather is in the hospital, he has 12% kidney usage. He has to do dialysis. But he told me he wasnt scared. Hes had to do dialysis 3 times already for his kidneys failing.

Makes me think about David. I was supposed to go over there tonight, but I got home from my erronds, and called his house and no one was there. He called me back at nine o'clock, and said he was up to see his grandpa, but he didnt want to talk about how he was doing.

And that he didnt want me to waste my time and gas to drive over there tonight. I would have. I would do anything for him. But he told me to stay home because he was exhausted and wanted to go to bed.

So here I sit, till early in the morning worrying about David, and his family, and just waiting till David gets off work tomorrow so I can go spend some time with him.

I love him. Im to used to him living at my apartment I dont know what to do now that he has temporarily moved back home because its closer to work. I cant wait till I start the job at the marshfeild clinic, and my lease is up in Nekoosa, then we are going to look into a house in Marshfeild.

He said I deserve it.

Im out,

xoxo

Summer

It has been a long time since I updated.

Im getting engages on christmas. My boy cant keep a secret for his life. Haha, anyway, tonight we are going to his company party. He showed his co-workers my picture, and they all said I have big boobs. Im going to be thinking about that all night.

People who make fun of people at the bowling alley should not laugh to loudly. It will bite them in the ass. I was bowling and the ball slipped out of my hand and went backwards. This happens to everyone at least ONCE. But this guy was pointing and laughing really histerically. When he went to bowl his next turn the ball didnt come off his hand, and he slipped and fell. HAHAHA. My boyfriend was nice enough to walk over there and help him up, but I was just SHOCKED.

It was kinda cool.

Anyway, Im out for now, talk to you later!!

Shummah

Wow...I cant believe that the summer is over allready. All my friends are going back to school. Well, not all. Most. Im taking the semester off, then I think I may try for my CNA. Anyone who knows anything about me would probably bust out laughing. Accounting isnt my thing. Oh well.




Miss you all


Shummah

I have been neglecting my dear journal.




HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMIE!!!


I miss the people I used to hang out with...

Love me or leave me. Most of them left me. But I know you love me.

Its funny how people forget you, eh? Know what Im saying? Anyway, I moved out of my house. Its cool.

Summer